Thursday, December 16, 2004

somewhere in the middle of nowhere

i don't seem to know where i stand in the worlds i revolve around right now.
i've neglected some of those worlds, and now they're starting to turn without me.
and if so, where would i go? would they still welcome me? or would it be appalling
to go running back? should i find another world?

i feel sad, empty.
there's no one to really to talk to who would understand. never had been.
i cant go pretending. i dont want to.
where do lonely people ease their pains? is there even such a place?
this place offers no sort of comfort. it remains mute; my cries, unheeded.

would someone please find me...



1 comment:

lorrine said...

ey lay!...u dont have to feel lonely.i tink many cares 4u and luv u like u never imagine.it is u hu s not allowing dem to nter n2 ur life.u have been a mystery to me,specially ur silence.its deafening!but i know dat deep nside ur person is sam1 hu is afraid so choses to be lonely and alone.u chus wat and wer ur going...and watevr ul chus to have,the world will still welcome u wid warmth and love for u. let the world be wid u...let us me wid u...let me be wid u...

hehe...senti na lagi daun. but i sort of feel ur pain. i myself was once alone ans samtimes alone... but if u let loneliness and feeling out of place rule over u, it wont get u to wer ur supose to be.it only brings sorrows,sadness, and boredom to live life.

life is such a wonderful thing dat u experience. wer lucky coz wer blesed wid chances and choices to live our own life. live it like u never live b4. try to start wid appreciating the very small thing.

im not saying, i dont feel lonely anymore...i do! but i try not to. u r now wer ur supose to be i tink..just let it..

hehe..lab ya lai...merry christmas...GIFT!!! btaw...
hope to see u hapi...