if i hadn't made me
i would have been made somehow
if i hadn't assembled myself
i'd have fallen apart by now

if i hadn't made me
i'd be more inclined to bow
powers that be would have swallowed me up
but that's more than i can allow


this is by incubus. it's called "make yourself".
kinda affirms that being self-made is something of an accomplishment.
oh, nothing ... i just like the idea of being self-made and independent....

okay. all right.
it's me being egotistic, thinking that i need no one, that i can get by on my own.
that's what i like to think most of the time.

in fact, i like the idea so much that it's become a part of who i am --and a liability.
one of the reasons i have few friends siguro... i dont know.
however im really the shy type, deep inside, you know. was and always will be, probably.
most people won't be able to see that nowadays... because i don't let them see.
and what they see would never let them believe otherwise...
so it's kind of hard to explain to them.

well, it's okay. at least, i know who i am. that's important. youwon't lose yourself
so easily when people sell you what philosophies they want youto believe.



hahaha. basta lageh.